Just staring at the blank in practical disbelieve. not again! And so, another day became rotten by getting hurting news. oh well... got to pick myself up by sunday, i got a job to do:)

Arrogant faggorts should just be stabbed to death. Wanted to do something which is beyond his ability. He got his wish. Yes, more and more disaster were brought upon to the whole group of actors and my senior. That faggort made such lousy, poor planning. Gave so little guidiance to what he really want. Who suffered the most? the actors. Need to take so much time off from their own private time just to meet up for the skit. Take time to plan, take time to rehearse. And that faggort? enjoying his life out there. Now, with so little time left to the actual performance, my senior have to clear all the mess created by the faggort. But no one knows the effort put in by my senior. So ya, i know the skit will turn out very good on the day. The credit will all go to the skit members and my senior. Tha faggort can just jolly well leave the whole group with his head DOWN AT THE FLOOR. Oh ya, by the way, how many of you actually hear of such joke that a PLANNER is not even involved in the show itself either as backstage crew(maybe to direct the show or do the lighting) or taking up some acting role? Ya, this joke is what i see from that faggort.

Ok, i am done with ranting at what nonsense i have witnessed all these while. Now i am just waiting for another hour to pass so that i can take my medicine and then sleep! Meanwhile, i shall continuing figuring out the notes on the score:)

hooray! I am on MC for 3 days!
hmm.... practically no mood to do anything now. shall talk abit about academic stuffs. So... got a B+ for DE, A for PEEE and B+ for maths. Not that worried about DE since its only 5% but allelujah for maths because its 10%(holy shit!!!). Had autocadd test on monday. It seems i know autocadd quite well after having practised it the previous week just that I forget to set the bloody grid limit. Anyway, i don't know how to set it(never knew how to) so not much complains just that there goes my full marks....-.- Had the final presentation for TCS yesterday. Lucky the fever didnt affect me much during presentation. It was only after the presentation which my body temperature soar up to 38.4degrees. Feel very much lucky, fortunate to be in the group with ronald,hongrui and liyi. This is the best group that you can be in. Espacially with ronald who is such a hadworking guy, yesterday's presentation was very successful!:D Shall give comment to myself. Oh well, though i felt that this was the best i did so far, but it isn't good enough!-.- Somehow i missed the most important word of my presentation without noticing it until ronald told me. Holy shit... got bombarded with a lot of questions since i missed that all important word:@ and ya, it just seems without ronald,hongrui and liyi for Q&A session and get stun when i got bombarded with the questions because i cant seem to understand what the questions mean and what the people want for the answer and somehow i gave irrelavant reply lol. Okay, will receive TCS marks for presentation and RJ 1. Pray Hard!

wa jialat ah! stuck at DE again!-.-

no mood to do work ah...................

Today's a good day!

Morning: Though i didnt listen much in lecture, managed to understand the concept of chapter 4 mainly because i did some studying at T12 study area before class and went to the library with liyi after lecture to study while waiting for ronald and hongrui to come for project meeting. Before that had tako yaki balls treat by Lucas haha. Well, i benefited from the food fight(owe food to you, owe food to me blablabla) between 2 of them:D

Evening: Swimming time! Andrew finally came for swimming after branded pon tang king by coach and I echoed coach hahaha. Ya, swimming is more fun with him la! Turn out achieving a timing of 13.14 mins for 3back,3side,front:D. Not fast for gold star but it certainly broke my previous record woohoo! After swimming chat with andrew at hawker centre. Good chat! My refreshing lime juice and ice lemon tea were heavenly after a tiring swim. Lazy to walk home since i am walking like penguin so i took bus home instead. Chat along the way with andrew to bus stop. Good, will be seeing him next friday again after he said "I'll be there next friday." haha

Okay, makan session with manfred and clive tomorrow but don't know at where. Most likely kuishim bo(dont't know the spelling) i think. Sad... no andrew... Want to see loanshark clive in action with customer andrew! hahahaha

Oh, this MST is really all about luck. Today PEEE results come out. I last in class but got 81 marks. The only thing left is emaths, next week. Shall see how is my luck(thats 10% weightage! dangerous). Wa shiok ah, tomorrow sectionals cancel. Can go swimming lesson then have buffet(or other plans) with manfred and clive on saturday in peace instead of worrying eat too full will K.O in lesson. Good... motivation for swimming and studies is back. Time to chiong a bit while the motivation is there. Damn... need to do IE project. Dont even know what i need to do until now. Shall ask around another time:) thats not all for next week school. Got TCS presentation lo! which is 35% i think. Wa, can't believe i have stage fright after so many years in band and countless performances! Everytime i go up to do presentation, i will get nervous at the very last minute and then go presentation forget this forget that. I got nervous this time round for IDEA presentation despite being so confident the night before of what i am going to say-.- Oh ya, there's the Godzilla skit rehearsal on thursday and saturday(hais.... so lazy to do skit la...) Almost forgot, still got autocadd test on monday, siao liao.

Phew... scored 75 for my digital electronics. Was expecting a D grade yesterday when i saw the solution set online. Hopefully later maths lecturer will release the marks to us. If not have to wait till next week before we go through the MST paper according to blackboard.
Damn... got to skip swimming this friday for sectionals. Also, the incharge wants rehearsal for godzilla this week. Holy shit. Everything is so unorganised how to rehearse. This morning yubing told liyi over in msn that dances have to prepare their own costume. WTF? Kay kiang go propose skit and now no costume. This skit such a waste of everyone's time.

Yesterday finally went to swimming and broke the news of passing my BM to my coach:D he was of course happy and already preparing to guide me along to do more stuffs hahaha. After i get my certificate, he will guide me to apply for jobs at different location such as SSC, safra, downtown east and many more... for part-time lifeguard job. He will guide me on interview as well haha, thats the hardest part... Shall now elaborate on the stuffs as mentioned. Okay, he suggested me to go for swimming instructor license or lifesaving instructor license. Which he feels is the next step for me. For swimming instructor, i need to perfect my stroke rather than work on my swimming speed. The good thing yesterday was i managed to clock just below the passing mark of 2 minutes 30 seconds for 100 metre gold star. Was the first time in maybe 1 year which i swam with pyjamas. The even greater optimism was i actually managed to use freestyle for the full 100 metre sprint. It also means i have finally managed to master freestyle and time to move on to master butterfly(thats worse than freestyle). After i mastered butterfly which needs maybe half a year if i don't pon swimming too much then i can consider going for swimming instructor. Lets talk about that when i master butterfly first. For now, i am so anticipating my BM cert to come out!!!! probably in 3 weeks time i guess.

Alright, gotta rush to school to celebrate madeline's birthday now. i think i wont reach there at 4-.- bye!

damn... 1 month pass so fast. my cousin and her bf went back already.oh well... we did gather quite a lot already. many photos to keep for memory. some photos to show first:)
This is the first time i am meeting jean and finally get to meet sarah after 4 years


This one is a photo meant to be a 16 years later setting when all of us in that photo, 16 years ago, are grown up and of course i am the baby back then, lying in the arms of sarah!( for that photo, come to my house to view haha) Gathering at uncle's house.Prata was goooooood!!!And the last of the lot, the best bit of the whole gathering.... Sentosa was fun fun and fun!

Okay,that just sums up the whole of the gathering. Hope to see them soon!